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Writing a blog is strange and I rarely feel the need to post things online. I keep a lot of journals, notebooks and sketchbooks and I find that fulfils my urge to express my thoughts. Sometimes though, I like posting things, like I am on this blog. It has the same feeling as sending a message in a bottle. Not intended for any particular recipient, unknown whether it will ever reach an audience at all, or just float around in the ether indefinitely. 

I often think about this quote (plantbasedbride on youtube) - "when you're creating with the intent to share, the creative process can morph from authentic expression into hollow performance".


I had a strange dream last night - a large, alabaster Medusa statue crying tears of blood - sounds awful but I wasn’t scared because I wasn’t me - I was a detached observer without any emotions - just the ability to perceive.